Move over and make way for the future Dermatologist! :-)

I'm High! High on life!

Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!
Guess what! I got through AIPGE! Ahhhh!!! Ahhhh!!! And I'm running out of exclamation marks. LOL.

This is one day I do not ever want to erase from my memory. It is one of those days I want to keep re-rewinding!
Let me start from the beginning. After giving the exam I thought I might get a rank but wasn't that sure. I kept rechecking the answers from the various forums on Rx PG but was still doubtful. I expected 55-62% but apparently people said the cut off would be around 55% and that gave me the jitters. LOL.

Today, I had mixed feelings. I thought I might get a rank if I was lucky and if I would it would be in late 3000s. To save myself from all the anxiety I went off to Gurgaon with Mom and V*. Came back around 6.30pm and then I had to face reality. Mom told me to be brave and just believe in God. And then somehow I gathered some strength to view my result. The offical site for the result was not opening. So I then decided to open Rx. I was too scared to type my surname in the search so decided to go with the initial four letters of my name. And BANG! There it was... my NAME! In the list of selected candidates! I started crying! I was howling actually. Everything was static! I couldn't believe what I saw! Ahhhhh! I didn't know what to do. What to say. I was num. I just kept on crying. Meanwhile my mom tried reassuring me that I wasn't dreaming and indeed this was it. Finally! Finally! I was through! LOL.
The feeling is yet to sink in though.

I'm HIGH! High on life.

I'm HIGH. High on life.
And this feeling is intoxicating!

Ah! 20 days left! Hectic hey! Totally freakin out! Tryin to seek some moral support but all my best friends seem to be away :-(
I do realize now that YOU have to fight your own battles!
No worries, this too shall pass :-)

Yes, it will.
So here's to 360hrs of endless battle! Cheers!

On a lighter note. I received a forwarded message which left me laughing for over an hour!
Enjoy. Here it is :

Ram chandra keh gaye siya se ,
aisa kalyug bhi aega,
jab patient ko bhagvan hi bachega....


Aur doctor to bas MCQ karta reh jaega....

It's been more than two years since I last updated my blog! Well, I guess its a record of sorts. LOL. Since its a very challenging time for me I thought writing a post would cheer me up and motivate me enough to start all over again :-).


After all,

Success seems to be largely a matter of HANGING ON after others have let go.
- William Feather

B'day

Age is only but a NUMBER! A dear dear friend says it and says it loud and clear!
I protest when they say I matured because I still feel like a kid from inside! And Oh! How much I love being one!
The cliched statement-' I'm a child trapped inside an adult's body' is worth a mention here!
For ...! It is was my HAPPY HAPPY B'DAY a couple of days back!
And did I make most out of the day? Yeah I did! As the clock ticked away the day got more merry!
The excitement abt the D-day started more that a week before. And who do I need to thank for that? In alphabetical order- Ann, Dee, Geets, Nivs, Shix, Sunz, Tarj and Mom, dad n bro!
I did extensive shoppin for my B'day and I guess so did everyone else!
It was one memorable day and the happy faces in the pictures we clicked say it all.

Adventure Begins...

After a very very long sabbatical, I'm back to update my blog!

Hmmm...nearly a month back we went to Adventure Park , Midlands. And it is one experience that I'm always going to boast of. Before that day, never in my dreams also, I had imagined that I would go rafting, fishing and kayaking!!
Yes, we did all that and even more!! (Plz don't stretch your imagination on that statement!)

It was 'Apatchi' v/s ' Top Gun'.....
But no matter whosoever won the the following sports, all of us rejoiced. It was Fun all the way!! First we started by Trekking.... the breathtaking views, challenging terrain and captivating wilderness set the scene for this challenging and fun adventure. The Apatchis' hands down won. They reached the destination much before we could imagine!

High on victory, they very easily and convincingly took us in the next activity that was fishing! No regrets... for I managed to catch 3 Fishes myself...and that was an achievement!! To hook the earthworms as the bate with bare hands and with no means of sterilization or disinfection nearby and not even the thought of it on our minds.

It was time for Rafting now and also the time for us to fight back!! And WE finally came out victorious!

We lined up for Kayaking next. It was going to be a relay. Sunz gave us a brilliant start, she steered her way back before our opponent could even cross half way. Aysh and S* did their part of the job. It was left on Nirv* now. Wind did get in between her way but with help from Shikh* she managed to pull the victory!

Last event of the day was Archery. We had to face tough competition from our opponents but in the end, WE WON again.
And what more, I was able to hit right on target at the first attempt!

So, the final score was 3-2 in our favour!!

But all this would have been impossible had it not been for one person, Fads. she organised the entire trip. Faced the blunt of all the controversies but came out victorious as our Captain!!
Cheers, Fads!

I would also like to mention a note of thanks to everyone who made the day memorable and funfilled. In alphabetical order- Ackmez, Aysh, Fads, Gurmeet, Madeven, Nimmy, Nirvana, Payal, Sankar, Shikar, Shruti J, Shruti M, Suhaib, Sunaina and Vishant.

Play on, guys......

I do...

Its been said, 'Actions speak, louder than words'. But I feel the other way around!
So here is my another immature attempt at poetry on a not so fine day!...

I don't know...
For what I bleed
But I do..!

Unaware, lost, wanderin...
I walk, don't know where to,
But I do!!

My eyes tell stories...
Those unheard!
And to them, I cling on.

Behind the friendly banter...
I hide, for what i don't know.
But I do.

For they wish,
I breathe, as they command!
I don't want to.
But, still I do!

I feel ashamed.
For reasons, I don't have to.
But, I do!

I wait for a Happy Ending..
I still wait, don't know why,
But I do!

I pray, I wish, I hope...
And, I beg
To set myself free.
Yes, I do!

Article- News on sunday

When I wrote the post about my walk to Ganga Talao earlier. I thought of sending it to 'News on Sunday' a local English newspaper published in Mauritius.
I was a bit reluctant initially then after some thought into it, I finally decided to send the article...
And guess what, it got published! I was elated!

Holi Hai!!

Have colour! Will play!
Technically, this was my last Holi on this Island. And was one of the best. But the celebrations weren't that grand this time. Till about half past 10 in the morning the place looked dead. But then thanks to some high spirited juniors, colours were splashed all around.
I had been awaiting Holi like any other festival with loads of excitement! Not to be influenced by some incorrigible lads who never seem to have anything positive to say about FUN filled days like these. But do they wish I care? Even if they do, I really don't.
So Tarj, our unoffical sponsor for the Holi colours; SM, our partner in crime and I; were the first few to step into the battle field. And what happened next is history!... Drenched lots amongst us with mud, colour, smashed eggs, shoe polish, diluted shampoo greeting everyone with more of it.
It was a moment worth capturing...
But the story was different for the opposite gender most of whom were dragged and thrown into mud...and oh!! Did that taste nice?? Well, I'm not the right person to answer that :-p
In all it was another enjoyable day...
So play on.....
PS: Sunz and G*, it would have been more fun with ya guys around!! Missed ya!

A Walk to Remember

No, this post is not a review of the book and movie of the same title. The movie which has been one of my all time favorites; one I had chanced to watch on HBO while channel surfing.

Rather the 'WALK' in the fore mentioned title is that to Grand Bassin on 15^th February. Yes, you read it right, we walked almost 30km* to Grand Bassin! And, I'm still ALIVE!

Maha Shivratri is celebrated in a grand grand way in Mauritius; and in a much more grand way than one can imagine!! People walk to Grand Bassin/ Ganga Talao, one of the chief religious spot from every part of the Island. Be it the rain or the scorching sun nothing seems to drive down their spirits. And,I haven't seen the number declining in the past 4 yrs! Though, I never did opportune my self to be a part of the pilgrims. But this year, technically my last on this Island; things were a bit different or should I rather say, a LOT different.

We, ie Sunz and I, had decided to cover the journey on foot; though, a few others had also thought of joining us but a couple of days before, they had a change of plans. So, now it was left on us to carry on with it. And, never did we give a thought to, backing off.

So, after a good night's sleep, we set out in the morning. Here, I would not forget to mention a note of thanks to Sunz for bearing with my tantrums and apprehension before the start of the journey. Though, I had got reassurance from all ends owing to my, very high tendency of falling into a hypoglycemic state. [ Mom, if you are reading this, then the situation isn't as grave as your imagination stretches to, with mention of 'hypoglycemic state'; I'm just being a bit melodramatic!!.... I'm fine.... Eating well]. Still, I was a bit uncertain about my chances of covering the entire distance on foot. And as for Sunz, since she had done it a couple of times before, so it was yet another trip for her. Though, this time it was going to be a longer one, since we decided to walk from Belle Rive rather than Curepipe.

As we headed on, we saw many colourful processions, on the other side of the road. And enthusiastic but tried, groups of people returning back. We kept going, without halt until we reached the ' Millennium Monument' which was our first stop. From there we had a breath taking view of the area, we had been living around since the past 4 yrs!! And,never did we take out time from our mundane routine to appreciate the beauty, amidst which we had been living!! And apparently, this monument corresponds to the center of the Island and was inaugurated on 31^st Dec,1999!

Our second halt was at Curepipe, where we hurriedly had some potato wedges and Pepsi, to energize ourselves. We then crossed Winners ( a super mart) and few other shops and houses on the way, to reach a long wide road, which seemed to be never ending. We had been walking for almost 3 and a half hours now. The road got wider and we were able to spot many more processions, pilgrims and stalls on the way. There were acres of sugarcane plantation on the either side of the road and way beyond stood huge mountains with their empowering dominance. The picturesque surroundings were worth admiring.

What followed were occasional showers, shoe bites, greetings & reassurance from fellow pilgrims, stalls with goodies, Mare-aux-vacoas Reservoir, new musical compositions by us, cool breeze, fatigue, reassurance again, constant inquiries by us about the distance left and a never ending road.....

But we were nearing Gangs Talao now, our legs were failing us,we had been walking for more than 6 hrs!!
In the fog, when we vaguely spotted the huge statue of Shivji from far, we shrieked with joy!! FINALLY! FINALLY! We were THERE!

The trip back, is yet another story!!... of which, I may never write.... but will always remember.....

And before ending this post, I would like to thank many friends for their concern, few amongst them being Ann, Asha, Nad and Tarj [ in alphabetical order]. And, I owe an apology, thanks and gratefulness to someone for whom I hold high regards and respect. Also a prayer and good wishes & luck to the person who helped us sail through......

And, thanks to Sunz, my friend, companion and guide on this adventurous trip without whom this 'walk to remember' would never have been possible. Thx a million, babes!!

Singapore Trip

Happy New Year to all of ya!! I know its a bit late though..

My New Year celebrations were grand this time; I saw fireworks at Marina Bay, Singapore. Well, I had been promised of this Singapore trip for a long time now and was glad that we were finally going. So, as a part of the preparations I bought uber device... a Nokia N series! Suitcases were packed all thx to mom :-p; I do become lazy when I touch down home...

Our flight was pre-poned by a few hrs on 29th Dec to avoid the low visibility conditions. There was a bit of turbulence on the way but everything got in control and we landed safely in the Lion city. The airport was HUGE we had to walk on a series of travellators to finally reach the immigration counter. I was amazed to see innumerable duty free shops and the wide array of products on display. Thus assuring me that it was a good shopping destination :-p

During our 3 day visit we had decided to stay at Marina Mandarin which was quite near to airport and to Marina Square for obvious reasons. We had a comfortable stay there. The hotel like the airport was also HUGE and had a delightful ambiance! After a nights rest we set out to explore the city.

DAY 1- SENTOSA
It took Mom & Papa nearly an hour to drag me out of the bed. After the daily ablutions and with an empty tummy we set out. We decided to take MRT to Harbourfront and from there cover the rest of the way by the cable car. It took us a while to finally reach the MRT station and to get accustomed to the ticketing. Since this was my first trip to a foreign land not to count Nepal and Mauritius in that; so everything was new and fascinating for me! Thx to the Delhi metro which has educated us a bit on this front otherwise even getting through the bars to reach the platform would have also made us look like fools...hehehehe...
So after reaching Harbourfront we took out our S$3 deposit on the three tickets and made our way on the escalators to reach a local food court. To give our empty stomachs a treat we ordered some rice with some chicken curry!! Well, we had ordered that but I can't really say that we were given that!!..Mom & Papa also had juice to gulp down the food!

We were then trying to locate the ticketing counter for the cable cars but all we saw was this HUGE line with almost 200 people queuing up!! Some price to pay for going in the peak tourist season. Finally after nearly an hour long wait we got our tickets issued.

At Sentosa, we first went to the UNDERWATER WORLD oceanarium home to more than 2,500 fishes from 250 different species. On travellator in the tunnel we saw and clicked pictures of the marine creatures. It was fascinating the way the place has been constructed.

Our next stop was CINEMANIA and Papa and I really enjoyed the ride in our computer-synchronised motion seats!! We were going literally at breakneck speed and those unexpected turns, halts, bumps, jolts made the ride even more thrilling! Its one experience I can boast of! Though I left my seat happy after the 10mins ride complaining it got over so soon ; Mom was glad that it was over.

We then went to the BUTTERFLY PARK.... well, no doubt the place was beautiful but wasn't of much interest to me but anyhow we clicked some nice pics there.

Lastly we went to see the MUSICAL FOUNTAINS and the laser show which Masarji had highly recommended. It was awesome. The theme- Magical Sentosa!! They had made it a beautiful mix of colours, animated characters with rhythmically synchronized rising and falling of the water fountains. Kiki, the animated monkey of Sentosa was simply adorable.

ZINDAGI, finally ROCKS!!

Yo! Life rocks! And I'm sure, you all are aware why! Because I finally have ample time to kill from my memory, those tensed days spent in mental torture! You guessed it right, EXAMS ARE OVER...and I'm loving the feeling!! And those of you who would rather tell me, that life is a challenge and one has to give an exam at every step, I chose to ignore (:-p)

PS: I got lots to add to this post...but the updating will have to wait because I'm still catching up on LIFE

CM Tutorials

This post should have been written a long time back. But I guess, I have loads of reasons to list, to cover up for my laziness!!

Phase III of med school was long awaited at the beginning of the year, known as the Honeymoon Professional (...... don't go by the literal/ uncensored meaning, I just wanted to convey that Phase III was supposed to be the most relaxing and easiest of all Profs), so the year ahead had loads to offer. I felt, maybe now I would get a chance to fill up on my vocab, follow a regular exercise regime, enhance my culinary skills, increase my social interactions, tour the entire island, keep myself updated about movies and along with it, balance studies.

First half of the year went fine, with me able to accomplish at least the latter part of the above list....(... the study bit I'm not too positive about, though)!!! :-D
As soon as, I returned from vacations in July, I was welcomed by Preventive and social Medicine(PSM) / Community Medicine (CM) TUTORIALS the following day! And after that it was the same old story every Monday. The entire course was to be covered under the series of Tutorials. So Sunday, the laziest day of the week, was spent studying CM.
At first, the momentum was high when most of us would read up the required bit and come for the tutorial. But slowly the number kept declining. After say 4-5 tuts there were only a hand full who came totally prepared. I wonder..... if our teachers were aware of this fact.
I remember, our tutor once remarked ,“ Yours, is a very co operative batch!!”
Well, it sure was, at least during the tutorials. Left, right, front, back we prompted against our turn, from every part of the lecture room. It was as if the question was addressed to one student, but all others in the row felt responsible to answer. ROTFL!!

Those were some crazy, fun filled memorable hours of my college life.... memories that I never wish to part with. The occasional goof ups would put us in bouts of laughter!!....

Back benches were booked before hand. The two front rows on the right were almost never filled, only the late unlucky souls would occasionally land there. Mine was the aisle seat ,5th row from front, thanks to Nirv* & Fad who reserved the place. We have had some of the best times there. Every time we turned up for the tutorial, we would over emphasize the fact that we weren't prepared; prayed that our turn won't come; hoped the teacher won't turn up; wished that there was a power failure!! We looked for all possible alternatives. You must be wondering why we didn't bunk the tuts in order to save ourselves from the torture of the apprehension...well...many reasons...

Firstly, we require certain percentage of attendance in the lectures and as most of us were short of it.... had no choice but to attend

Secondly,...hmm.... tough one.... thought I could at least list 10 reasons, but seems an ordeal even to list five!! So coming back to the second reason.... maybe we were scared to bunk?! Didn't have any other interesting plans?! Felt responsible to attend the tut for whatsoever reason!? Wanted to make others laugh!?Felt like giving company to a friend!? For giving proxy!....nah,..... not possible...our tutors were quite vigilante! Or I guess some just wanted to impress the tutors with their regularity to boost up their grades!?? And some incorrigible lads( * personal joke) who wanted to be laughed at!???

Finally, a few who were actually interested in community health and wanted to imbibe the essential principles!!

Before the start of the 1hr tut, assurance was seeked from neighboring friends, for prompting.
There was never a time I remember, when someone sat without having a go at the answer.
If he/she didn't have a clue.... there were plenty for rescue!!
Books were randomly sneaked opened..!!
The probable questions were discussed, before turn.
Sometimes, every word uttered was borrowed.
But on some occasions not even friends could help, for there were questions about which none of our friendly neighbour had a clue :-p
And some answers came out from mere guesses.
Though whatever be the apprehension level before the tut, the hour following was a fun filled hilarious fight of the nibble wits amongst us.
With the ...” Ahhh...Ahhh... Sir/ Ma'am......ahhh...ahhh” , transforming into full sentences and finally metamorphosing into the answer!!!!

Most of us, though didn't take the tutorials that seriously but I'm sure learned a lot from them. Thanks to the unfailing patience of our tutors and the lively, cheerful atmosphere created by us.

Thanks guys...... for the spontaneous jokes, hilarious answers, shared wisdom. And the prompting of course :-D

Trip to the university

I've been intending to write this post since last week but to my dismay I didn't get the TIME.
Surprised.... about me being so time pressed!!
Well lately, I've been a bit busy with studies. With near about 3 weeks left for exams, I guess it is high time I overcome my indolent fantasies and involve myself in significant work.

Last Wednesday, we had got invitations to a seminar at UNIVERSITY of Mauritius.... and as soon as I heard of it I immediately jumped up, not to miss out the opportunity. I had everything charted out.
I decided to wear my LIQUID shirt (my current favorite), ate cautiously at lunch so as not to put even an extra inch. I was all ready and reached outside college much before time, in order to rush into the bus at the earliest.
The journey was long but conversations from all ends ensured that I wasn't going to be bored. An hour into it, I finally sited the magnanimous university buildings in an otherwise flat terrain. A few turns and a steep uphill road got us there....

As we stepped out and proceeded to explore, we saw many groups of students scattered everywhere. Flaunting every possible brand of clothes, of varying length, size, colour and texture. We wondered if they looked more surprised to see us or vice a versa.
We fell back behind the whole gang, probably because we were too busy admiring, disapproving and commenting on whatever came into our field of vision. Then there were a bunch amongst us, involved in 'over friendly' banters and specious claims. And others like us, who chose rather to be mesmerized by the gripping atmosphere...!!
Our Principal & teachers led way, first stop was at the biggest auditorium ( I guess) but it turned out that it wasn't going to be the venue of the seminar that we were to attend! Oh... so in all excitement about description of the university I forgot to mention the exact purpose of our visit. A Professor from US had been invited to deliver a lecture on DIABETIC RETINOPATHY & MACULOPATHY. And being Phase III med students currently studying Ophthal, it was a good opportunity to learn.

The seminar was a hit. Thanks to the previous night discussion about the topic with G*, most of it was registered by my otherwise impervious brain on such occasions. I felt that the pathogenesis, classifications and to some extent treatments outlined were comprehend able at our level & I was thrilled, as it gave me a sense of achievement! After all, the hard work was paying off.
What more.... we shared the auditorium with the PM, some ministers of cabinet, the Dean, Chancellors, Medical officers, Ophthalmologists, lecturers..... I heard it was been covered by television channels too!
After the seminar & interactive session concluded we marched back to the bus happy, contended and tightly clinching on to our hand written notes and complementary folders...

With that another happy trip coming to an end....

Diwali!

21/10/06

Hey all,
Happy Diwali! I wish you have a fun filled and cheerful Diwali!

Well, my Diwali celebrations... started, with me over extending my blissful sleep... deliberately & stubbornly.
Ahh! What a lazy start! I could hear my cellphone beeping and the messages were pouring! But dare, I open my eyes and ruin the prefect start to the day.
But finally I decided to bless everyone around me, by my presence; so started to get going. After the usual ablutions & finally ready; I graced the mirror in my all new PINK traditional wear. Gawd I had been waiting like crazy to wear it,since the time I had bought it.
A few brushes & I had a satisfied smile, happy with the results. It was a day of matching & for once it was perfect. On the other hand, Shix was giving me completion with her million dollar smile & perfect looks.She chose to wear contrast of brown & purple,which looked great!

Diwali is one time of the year we visit temples & we kept the tradition going. On our way, at the bus stop there were brief exchange of greetings with friends!
Spirits were high!
Long uphill walk to the temple, made everything worthwhile, but tiring. Then it was CRACKER time. We ran to the supermarket to get there before the closing time & we did manage to; shopping for crackers was fun, hope we are able to burst them all!

Now, that everything was done & settled, we relaxed a bit, but I wasn't going to leave Curepipe without satisfying my taste receptors with that rich chocolate mousse at Monoprix. Happy and content, we set out on our way back.

Lady luck, was our side, got a direct bus to Dubreil and were back in the comforts (pun intended) of our room!
Greetings from home. And near an hour long chat with dear bro. So far I'm enjoying the festivities.
Got to sign off now... Got lots to prepare for the evening.

A well deserved break

After, say three weeks of continuous torture, I'm back and feeling great. You really can't imagine what kind of mental instability exams can cause until you've been recently through with some. Actually, writing an exam isn't all that tough but what is an arduous task is to get through the night before it. God your mind is full of all sorts of crap, you think of the ceiling, the tap, the fan(which needs cleaning), the dirty clothes, the trees, the sky, the road, the movie, the song, the toothbrush, the sunscreen, the supermarket...... in whatsoever order. But concentrating on your book is an ordeal. All bizarre, irrelevant and meaningless things are scanned through. But remembering the corneal thickness seems so very heavy on your already overloaded and saturated mind.

Phew... It really is tough huh….. And for once you feel like leaving everything behind and running away to someplace, which is no where. Every night it’s the same story.... alarm rings and it’s put off with an inadvertent movement of your hand....then you get up in the middle of the night, 2-3hrs after the planned time.... curse yourself, your alarm, your book and the day of course. But there is no way out.... so with a heavy heart you start rote again. There are piles of notes to be gone through, it’s a fight or should I put it in a much more refined way and say....it’s a battle against time! And each and every time, no matter how hard I try, I always tend to lose. No regrets, and as I always keep saying...For its life, the very life of life.

EUTHANASIA-- Debate

This a copy of my debate on Euthanasia held in September. Well, the script is too long, but believe me I tried to cut it short but really wasn’t able to. Though I didn’t manage to win a place, but my most valuable critic, that is ME of course, felt I did great; apart from a little goof up in the middle. But NO REGRETS……



EUTHANASIA

The bliss of growth;
The glory of action;
The splendor of beauty;
For yesterday is but a dream.
And tomorrow is only a vision.

Respected teachers & dear friends, I believe LIFE is a priceless gift bestowed upon us, the very essence of which is living. So here I stand strongly apposing the motion. Euthanasia or mercy killing; is a long debated topic quite evident from the numerous forums, societies, foundations, blogs ….. It has to it’s credit. But it is a lot more than the word itself. It revokes the basic concepts of an ethical behavior, family relationships & has its religious and legal implications. With so much at stake... profound thought is required.

For it is not about choosing or disapproving a particular flavour of ice cream or dessert its about a HUMAN LIFE. Each and every human being is valuable, just because each is HUMAN. Our value depends on nothing else. We don't have to win a beauty pageant, a grand slam, noble prize, Olympic gold medal or navigate a space shutter to prove our worth.
We EXIST, so we have a VALUE.
Thus, we have absolutely no divine right to disrespect this inherent worth, this very existence, this very value of being the person we are.

By advocating the cause of euthanasia, are we trying to make disabled, terminally ill patients seem worthless, less valuable than the able bodied people??
Or the elderly seem, less valued and loved , just because they are nearing their death bed??
Is it, not like, creating a prejudice against the disabled, sick & elderly, who at that point in time, require our love & support.

If Euthanasia be allowed, in some cases the next of kin, family members & relatives in the greed of property, insurance money would surely opt for it or would influence the patient to opt from it. And They would be glad to get relieved of any kind of commitment to that ill patient.
Now, isn't it our responsibility to take care of these vulnerable people? Or are we going to let them succumb to such greed, evil thoughts, negative emotions and misleading ways?? Think again!

Death is ugly but what is uglier is knowledge about impending death. Many people find themselves in temporary depression, poor state of mind & inability to cope up with the inevitable; and thus may ask for death. While an act of love and caring would be enough to give them back their will to live.

Most of us think unbearable pain is the main reason people seek euthanasia but some surveys in US & Netherlands show that less than one third requests were because of severe pain! Whereas, psychological factors such as depression, fear or losing control of dignity were major driving forces.And in one study, of the 24% of the terminally ill patients who desired death, all had clinical depression.

SUPERMAN for life, Christopher Reeve…. I’m sure you must have heard about him…1995 horse riding accident transformed the athletic Reeve into a ventilator dependent quadriplegic; the dignity with which he handed his injury had made him a living rebuke to euthanasia.

Death isn't pretty, no one wants to die. And we live in an era, in which the very being of capital punishment is questioned. Even savage ruthless criminals who have committed countless murders are given a second chance. Imagine. We have a right to appeal against a death penalty also, yet society is ready to impose death on people, who have committed no CRIME?! And what more, who is being asked to pull the trigger, to do the execution.... DOCTORS!!...the people who have sworn to preserve life!

The Hippocrates Oath, one of the oldest binding documents in history, to which most graduating medical students swear.
Classical version of which states: I will neither give a deadly drug to anyone who asks for it, nor will I make suggestions to this effect.
Modern version of it simply states: First, do no harm.
By legalizing Euthanasia or advocating of its cause by doctors is the very violation of it. The oath forbids willful killing of a patient. Here I guess my friends FOR the motion would refute me by saying that the oath was formulated ,say about 2000 yrs ago, where as medical knowledge has moved on. But the fact that it has been there for about 200 decades, speaks for itself!

I wonder, if euthanasia be legalized, the doctors with years of life and death behind them would be suggesting it as an option along with other therapeutic and pain relieving measures??
Tell a parent, to give up on a child??
Or tell a wife to give up on her husband??
I doubt. Seems out of question.
What grips me is-
If our revised Davidsons’, Hutchisons’, Baileys’ would be mentioning last but not the least euthanasia as a treatment option?
I mean, guiding us to resort to it!!

I ask everyone present here. Can you give up on LIFE?
Can you let someone else take charge of it? I guess not.
So, if you are not ready to live at the mercy of someone. Why let someone else do so?
Why live at the mercy of a doctor’s decision? Instead of god deciding your death, why let a doctor do that?

PVS—Persistent Vegetative state, “wakefulness without awareness”. A state which is not easily diagnosed though accepted signs include- absence of oneself & environment. We cannot measure thought or awareness. We can only measure behavior and movement. Today’s medical tests are not specific enough to make certain a diagnosis of persistent vegetative state. The rates of misdiagnosis appear to be very high approx 40%, according to some studies.

You might have heard of Jack Kevorkian ‘Dr Death’ who claimed to have helped more than 130 people die. I’m sure there will be many such claims to fame, to glorification; doctors proclaiming themselves as GOD.

My friends FOR the motion would go on about active & passive euthanasia, dignity of death and emphasizing that we have a freedom of life, so should have a freedom of death too.
But more so I believe we have a freedom to live & so does everyone.

Ok visualize this…. A person diagnosed with cancer. Bad prognosis, stage 3, stage 4.
Sounds disheartening , your eyes will be blinded with tears. You would want him not to suffer from all the pain & misery that is to follow. Would be blindfolded to approve the act of euthanasia & fight for its cause.
Picture this…
Euthanasia is carried out the patient didn’t have to go though all the agony and pain.
Next morning you get up.
Gulp your usual cup of tea, mundane routine of reading the newspaper.
And follows it is disbelief, anger and sense of loss and damage.
The headlines read—WONDER DRUG!
The very drug that could have saved our cancer patient. A miracle, right!
I now you might disapprove me by saying that miracles don’t happen with every drop of a hat. But when people can survive air crashes then why not this? After all aren’t we the ones who keep saying medical science is ever changing an moving on…

Euthanasia is irreversible, if some of you call it a treatment. Then I would like to call it an “irreversible treatment”. A person cannot be revived back to life from it.

So instead of debating about it, protesting about it & putting so much of thought, emotions, time, energy and money of course!! And trying to bring forth the ethical, moral, religious, legal, professional & personal issues. Why don’t we utilize our time & resources and look for other alternative?
Why not, WE take this responsibility of coming up with better pain relieving drugs & resuscitation methods.

Make this world if not a better place to be live in, but at least a better way to be lived in.
At least, not make inevitable death seem so horrifying, predictable and merciful!!!

Random thoughts

When random, strange people do unexpected nice things, I'm left with a grim smile and thoughts to ponder over. What makes them so unpredictable!? And for them to go out of the way, to make that value adding smile on me,even more worthwhile. That humane touch, which I thought had been long lost, creepily touches cords of my heart. In between the rambling conversations, I try studying their minutest expression, from the contraction of orbicularis oris to frontalis. The minutes ticking away. I being absolutely clueless about the reason for such gratitude towards me!

And finally I fall back, relax, forcing myself not to be judgmental. For it is life, the very life of life.