But why me, Oh dear Lord?

Living with it for the past 7 years,
Compromising with it for this long.
I took it as a gift of god.
Though detesting it, all the way along.
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but your tender child,
And you bestowed me with half a smile!
I prayed for better to come,
Waited and waited, totally mum,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I'm now but the lil beleaguered gal,
Amidst the happiness, very sad;
You gave me the gift.
Now please take it away.
I want all my dimples back again.

I didn't hurt you once,
But you killed me every single day.
With a smile as ugly as I say,
You pierced my heart with a sword,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but a naughty child,
And you punished me with half a smile?
For crimes, I don't recall,
To oblivion, I now have to crawl,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but your blessed one,
And you shot me dead with a gun,
I cried. I cried.
And through all this, I survived.
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but the apple of your eye,
And you made me live this pretentious lie!
They laughed and laughed,
As I answered them with one half,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but a happy child,
You gave me the gift.
Now please take it away.
Oh dear Lord, I beg you..
To take it away.
I want my dimples back again.
Oh dear Lord,
You have to take it away...
Please, take it away...

Lost

Wandering alone and getting lost is adventure. But getting lost when someone else is not willing to find a way out is helplessness! One can steer their way through life but it is impossible to move ahead if someone doesnt put their foot off the brakes.

Sigh!
Is this what life was supposed to be all about?