But why me, Oh dear Lord?

Living with it for the past 7 years,
Compromising with it for this long.
I took it as a gift of god.
Though detesting it, all the way along.
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but your tender child,
And you bestowed me with half a smile!
I prayed for better to come,
Waited and waited, totally mum,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I'm now but the lil beleaguered gal,
Amidst the happiness, very sad;
You gave me the gift.
Now please take it away.
I want all my dimples back again.

I didn't hurt you once,
But you killed me every single day.
With a smile as ugly as I say,
You pierced my heart with a sword,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but a naughty child,
And you punished me with half a smile?
For crimes, I don't recall,
To oblivion, I now have to crawl,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but your blessed one,
And you shot me dead with a gun,
I cried. I cried.
And through all this, I survived.
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but the apple of your eye,
And you made me live this pretentious lie!
They laughed and laughed,
As I answered them with one half,
But why me, Oh dear Lord?

I was but a happy child,
You gave me the gift.
Now please take it away.
Oh dear Lord, I beg you..
To take it away.
I want my dimples back again.
Oh dear Lord,
You have to take it away...
Please, take it away...